Eliska is 7 months old

My niece Eliska is 7 months old. These are just some fun pictures of her. Sweet sweet baby!

Bible study grupe

We have a Bible study grupe going on for several years now. there is 10 or so girls. We know each other pretty well, we become christians around the same time, and we just grow together in our faith. Every one of us is very different and unique. Every one of us has different life, some are working, some are still in school, some are married, some singel. I love all of the girls as my sisters and realize that it is God who put us all together several years ago. I am very thankfull for my sisters. Last year we were trying to study women in Bible. it was interesting and sometimes painful, because we would not agree with each other. On the begining of this semster God reminded me of what is a true fellowship, and how it should look like. It should be open space for not more than 10 people, that trust each other and are fully open and honest to each other. Jesus also had just 12 closest desciples, because he knew that it is good number to have good deep relationships in that grupe. He could of have 100 closest desciples, but He didnt and it was good for me to see why. That moment I got it. I realized that this is the thing we were missing almost the whole last year, and that is why we had many arguments and missunderstandings. Because we didnt know what was truly going on in our hearts, about what we are fighting with in our spiritual lives. We ussualy talked about whole week and some problems, but it looked like that non of us had struggles that God was showing us. So this year I told them what was God teling me, and I shared my biggest struggles with them, and miracle happend. After I finished other girls started sharing too. And it was amazing. Lots of tears, but also lots of stones felt down from some hearts. I feel like we are all steping out of our little boxes and God is moving in our lives and in our Bible study. It is great to know that I am not the only one that has problems in life, and it is so good to know that it is not about me. I am so excited that God is moving in our Bible study and so proud that I can have sisters like those sweet girls. I really love you girls. And keep going. We can do it with Him!!!!!

always wanted to be a rock star....

this is my first pumpkin ever in m life, so thank you Adams family for teaching me how to do it, it was fun

So here are some pictures of me and Viera going to a halloween party. I always wanted to be a rock star, just because they get to wear so much fun stuff, but I think I might think about it little more. Anyway it was fun and I am glad we did it.

after long time

I have not write here for a long time, I know. It is not because nothing was going on in my life or around here, but I think it was going on to much. Funny I know, But sometimes or most of the time when there is so much going on in my life I have problem to put it on paper or in to some words, that would describe what is realy going on. Another reason why I have not been writeing here is that I have this think goign on in my head that I can not realy good speak english and writeing is even worse. But I think God has been working in my life this past months like crazy and you know what I dont care at all about it anymore. I figured that if this is a problem for someone, that they dont have to read it at all, and I know that most of the time it is no problem at all for people I know :). So I have left staff with CCC in June, but I am back since 1st of October. I feel like it has been most crazy, but also most fruitfull 4 months in my life. Yes I am saying that because I like to use words like most, best, atc.. So I dont know how would you call it, but I like to tak about things how I live them and experience the at the moment. And this is one of the things God has been teaching me, to be real with my self and not be ashamed for who I realy am and what is realy God doing in my life. He tought me that I need to be real with my sisters and brothers, because we are family in Him and we should love each other the best we can. Love is something that I am trying to understand the most these days. God showed me that love is not just, what we call love ( being in love, love someone, I love you, I love icecream.) Yes I use this word a lot, but I never tought about the real meaning of it. Like why God says that He is Love, why is the whole chapter in 1. Crinthians 13 about Love, why Jesus said that first thing we should do is to Love our God, and then Love our neighbor as ourselfs.? I understood that it is breaking the law of love when we sin. When we sin we are being unloving to God, or to some other person. I have learned that this life is not about me, and about things I want. It is all about the Lord and His will. He can give and take and realy do anything He thigs is the best for our growth. And I know that it is important to recieve just what he is giving me, because He knows what He is doing, I have no idea what I am doing, but peace comes from Him. I read today that God alowes us to sin, because He wants us to be like Him, and that is so awesome to know this. That everytime when our sin comes along we have a choice to sin again or to be like Christ. Christ was tried wby sin, but He never sined. So He went through stuff we are going through, but He choose not to sin. And thats what I am learning these days, and I know I will be learning till I go to heaven. So I promise I will write more on here, and I hope you will start checking this blog more often. seeeee uuuu.

jeejj

I finaly figured out and found time to learn more about, how to work with this blog thing. So yes, I am not very technical or computer kind of person, so I am trying my best. But learning more.

Eliska is 2 months old

here is a new picture of my little niece Eliska. She 2 months old, and is of course very cute and beautiful baby.

No matter where you go

"You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled by men. You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven."
Matthew 5:13-16

No matter where we go or what we do as christians we will always be lights in the world, so try to be the best one. It is not easy, but God will help us. I am thankful for this verse and for today.