štvrtok 6. novembra 2008

Bible study grupe




We have a Bible study grupe going on for several years now. there is 10 or so girls. We know each other pretty well, we become christians around the same time, and we just grow together in our faith. Every one of us is very different and unique. Every one of us has different life, some are working, some are still in school, some are married, some singel. I love all of the girls as my sisters and realize that it is God who put us all together several years ago. I am very thankfull for my sisters. Last year we were trying to study women in Bible. it was interesting and sometimes painful, because we would not agree with each other. On the begining of this semster God reminded me of what is a true fellowship, and how it should look like. It should be open space for not more than 10 people, that trust each other and are fully open and honest to each other. Jesus also had just 12 closest desciples, because he knew that it is good number to have good deep relationships in that grupe. He could of have 100 closest desciples, but He didnt and it was good for me to see why. That moment I got it. I realized that this is the thing we were missing almost the whole last year, and that is why we had many arguments and missunderstandings. Because we didnt know what was truly going on in our hearts, about what we are fighting with in our spiritual lives. We ussualy talked about whole week and some problems, but it looked like that non of us had struggles that God was showing us. So this year I told them what was God teling me, and I shared my biggest struggles with them, and miracle happend. After I finished other girls started sharing too. And it was amazing. Lots of tears, but also lots of stones felt down from some hearts. I feel like we are all steping out of our little boxes and God is moving in our lives and in our Bible study. It is great to know that I am not the only one that has problems in life, and it is so good to know that it is not about me. I am so excited that God is moving in our Bible study and so proud that I can have sisters like those sweet girls. I really love you girls. And keep going. We can do it with Him!!!!!

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