Just reflections on Valentines...

Just feel like I need to write or ask or just whatever. Every year Valentines day is becoming bigger and bigger deal here in Slovakia, at least thats how I feel about it. So this year I heard several opinions about this day. Some people said I love it, some I hate it and some didn't even know that it is Valentines day.  I heard that there was party for people that are anti-valentine day. That is funny to think about it for me cause those people were celebrating that day anyway, because they had that party, so in my mind something special was going on for them too. So reason I am writing this here is that I feel like I would like to make up my mind about Valentines day, but I am just not sure how or what to think. I mean God is Love, and if there is one special day for celebrating Love as something that God is, I am up for it. But I also heard that on Valentines day the most sin in the world is happening, so it seems to me so far that this day is a celebration of something that is pretending to look like Love, but maybe love or maybe something that people - world  thinks is love. And that is not what Gods opinion about Love is. So I will keep thinking. But please feel free to leave any ideas you have. And also I dont know if all this makes sense at all, so if not just dont worry about it..... nice day...

comfort zone....

Last two weeks I spent in Bratislava. It was difficult time for me, but I learned a lot. It is truth that God teaches us best things thru hard times. In general I dont really like changes, well let me say it clear. I like changes from time to time and also changes when it is change to something good or better. So this past two weeks I realized that I have build some kind of comfort zone for my self, and that it is hard for me to get out of there. And I was sad, because I dont want to live in a box of some people and things that I know very well and that I dont have to try new stuff. I think that it is funny that everyday I tell God "here is my life do whatever you want to do with it" , but when He does, I freak out and question Him so much. I am sad that this life that I am living is like that. I really want to step out of my box and take everything God planed for me. So just something that I am thinking of a lot lately. Have a beautiful day...

And here some short fun video of my niece Eliska, she is funny....

Viera being Viera...

So I found this video today and I think it is pretty funny. Vierka my best friend is just being Vierka. Love you sister, and I am so thankful for you. Enjoy...

trying to catch up...

I mentioned earlier that there is so much going on right now here, so I wanna share some more. Today I wanna share about our winter conference for students "Zimnna Salenica" we had during new years.  Of course it was very good time of fellowship again. We had some new people come and some old too. The theme was "Teplo v Zime" means warm in cold. We had several speakers from our leaders in CCC here in SK. I think my highlight was mens and women's time we had one evening. I usually dont really like that time cause it seems the same all the time, but I really enjoyed it a lot this time. We had two speakers at that time, and I had privilege to be one of them. I know it sounds funny that I was one of the speakers and in the same time it was my favorite time at conference, but that is not the reason why I liked it. The reason is that I think it was very revolutionary evening and I really felt it when all the girls where together. I dont wanna talk about what was the theme of that evening, but I wanna share about the atmosphere that was there during the women's time. It just felt that something is moving and changing and just basically something is happening. All the girls where so excited about being woman and I felt like they are ready to hear what was said there and ready to change something in their lives. And that was encouraging to realize that God really did lead our minds and talks when we where preparing women's time with two other girls Lindsey and Cindy. So I just wanna give praise to God for all He is doing for us. We really cant do anything without Him.... 

most of the people that where there...

God is good....

God is good even we feel like He is not, or we do not feel His presence at all. Right now I have a big privilege of feeling His goodness so much in my life. Sounds selfish, but who does not need this feeling once in a while. I can feel Him everyday in every situation. I feel His goodness spiritually, emotionally and also physically. I literally feel His hands holding me and just taking care of everything that I need. Sometimes it is so strong that I feel like I am shaking from His power, love and mercy around me. He is teaching me so much right now and sometimes I am surprised that I can process it so quick. Sometimes I am begging Him for more and more, I am like ok show me more I want to learn more of You. And sometimes I am on my knees crying from all the presence He is giving to me, and sometimes I am speechless and dont know how to thank Him for everything He is to me. I just wanna glorify God for this time of my life. And the reason why I wrote it here is because it is so easy to feel the opposite way that I am right now, so when this hard times come I want to come back here and read it to my self and thank Him again for every moment of my life. So please thank God for everything.....

some ice skating...

There is a lot of things I would like to share here, but I am lazy most of the time when I get chance to actually do it. So I wanna share this video with you all. This is one time me and stint girls Lindsey and Stephanie went to ice skating. It was fun so I took a short video of it. Enjoy.....

imagine a lot...

First happy new year to everybody who is reading this, so like two people haha. I am thankful if you are reading this. I was just thinking today, that my imagination is sometimes or most of the time going to far, in like everything. I do not know why, but I think I am dreaming to much about everything. I think dreams are good, but I also think that dreams are even better when they come true. And I dont think that a lot of my dreams are coming true, because I am most of the time just dreaming and I always wait what is going to happened with it. I think God gives us some dreams, and lately I have been thinking how do I know which ones those are??? So if you have any ideas, feel free to share. So with all that I realized that with all my dreaming my head is full of this stuff, and then it is very hard to find place for God in there. So I think I am going to pray for that. I am going to ask God to clean my head from dreams that are not from Him, and help me to be focused on dreams He wants me to do and live. That is what I am going to do for now. I just felt like I have to write it here, it helps me to think about it better. Thanks for reading.....