Vet school day

my favorite picture of our team.......

Every thursday we as a team go on campus to vet school. I like this day, because we are all together at one field and it encourages me a lot. When we get there we pray for One hour and then we go in pairs or so and share our faith with students. Today me and Matt went together. We were walking around campus and every student we stoped and try to talk to, was busy and didnt have time for talking. So I said or prayed "Please God can you just send us one person who will have time to talk about you?" And didnt really think that it would happend. But it did, we saw this girl standing and doing nothing. So we walk up to her and I asked her " do you have time to do this survey with us?" She said yes!!! So we did survey with creative pictures, and as she was answering questions she went deeper and deeper. And told me that her Grandpa just died and she was close to him, and how she is waiting and waiting and waiting for God to show up in her life. I could not believe what she was saying it was amazing to see how God answerd my prayer even I was not faithful at all. But He is faithful!!!! Please be praying for this girl her name is Ivana, we will be meeting and talk about God more after March 10th, because she has big exame so I have to wait. I am very excited about that, and cant wait to see what is God gonna do in her life. I know prayer is very powerful and I am very thankful that God reminded me of it today!!! Keep praying!!!!

Thank you God

So I just wanted to let you know how much God is blessing me and His Presov ministry. I asked you few days ago to be praying for the things we wanna do there. Thank you so much for praying for it, and I tought I would let you know the answers from God. So we did get a room for english classes we wanna start next week, and also today we were able to start girls Bible study. we had two new girls come and it was 6 of us together. I am very happy for that. Girls are so nice and wanna learn about God and wanna have felowship with us. They are 2 freshment girls Lucia and Slavka, then two second year Miska and Kristina and me and Carlyn my teammate. It was such a blessing for me to have this time. I have to addmid that I didnt wanna go there and do it, but I went and God showed me that He is bigger then us and our problems and that He is above all, we just need to trust Him.So wanna ask you to keep praying for our Bible study, and for english classes that are starting next week for two weeks. Pray that students will come and that we would be able to build good relationships with them, and that it will bring glory to God. thank you for doing that.

The food theory

So today I was in Presov as ussual and it was me, Carlyn and Aaron. Going back home to Kosice in the evening. Somehow we started talking about guys and girls and the differences. So we all know how men gets attracted to a woman. He just see her and if she is beautiful thats 96% of succes for her. So I think I am tired of guys that dont wanna admit that this is the way how it works for them. I am tired of words like, " beauty is not important, but what is inside thats what matters", from guys to hear that, sorry lets face it, but I strongly believe when a guy says something like that he is more that likely not telling the truth. Even if it is the strongest and deepest desire of his heart, it is just not truth. So today I or all three of us created the theory of Food. Guys like Girls and food, so I tought that it would be a good theory. So on the way home I asked Aaron. If there is a table infront of you, and on the table there is on one side a great looking cooked turkey and on the other side of table is some kind of dish not sure what it is, witch one would you pick to eat?? But there is little more to this choices. What you dont know is that a great looking turkey has to much salt in it and is just very bad food, but the other one weird looking one is excellent food. On the other side of the table is the cook that cooked both dishes. So what you gonna do? You can see Food and you know there is a cook, but you dont know that one is good one is bad. I personaly believe in general any guy would jump at that turkey and eat it all, I am sure that the turkey would get his attention at the first place. Ussualy they dont see what is going to happend next after they eat that turkey, they are going to be sick and throw up all night. but what you gonna do about fact that there is a cook that created both foods??? Yes, what a privilage, you can ask him, how he made both dishes, what he put in it and so on... So I think that is the biggest difference betwen us . I think we as woman first ask about the food we are going to eat and then we pick, but I think from experience and conversations with our brothers in Christ, guys in general just dont think about it and go ahead and take whatever is more beautiful to them. Well lets just say this, I think that cook cares for all of His meals and see all of them as beautiful and perfectly made. I know you may be thinking I ve heard this so many times. I know we all probably did hear it a lot of times, I just think this is another interesting way how to understand it, and it was interesting for me to talk about it with my friends on the way to Kosice. We for sure had a lot of fun during creating this theory :))))

Please talk to our God

Hard day, but full of Gods work. So praise God for today. We made as team some plans for ministry for Presov. I am thankful to God for very good ideas. I am very excited about this semester and cant wait what is God going to do in Presov. I know that those ideas are from God and He is already blessing us with working out some important details for us. Today we were able to get a room in the dorm for free for english classes we are planing on doing. I had very little faith about that, but I am thankful that God doesant work dependant on how big is my faith. God also gave us a big gift throu Miska who wants to have Bible study for girls in her room, that is amazing and please pray for new girls to come to that. We still need to get a Gym for gym nights we wanna have for students so please pray for that too. So it looks like we need a lot of prayers, but I trust God that He will provide. I will keep you up date about how everything went. Short message, but needed one. And I have read one cool verse today I would like to share too so here it is:

Ps.139:23-24 "Search me, O God,and know my heart,test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting."

I think its pretty cool and I feel like this vers is desire of my heart too. Sometimes I wish I can pray like David prayed in Psalms like in this one. I know God doesant care what words we use to expresse our prayer, I just think its beautiful how David is useing all those words.:)))

Lay down your Issac

At the beginig I just wanna say that my english is not as good as I wish it would be, so if you dont like to read it just dont, it is ok. But back to what I wanna write today.

The other day I was reading one article called "Lay down your Issac", yes I stoll the title from there, but I think is cool and I wanna share how it spoke in to my heart, specialy today. The article was written by Laura J.Bagby and here are some things she said.

"I am beginning to understand that there are times when we as Christians are going to be asked to do hard things. Sometimes God needs to test our loyalty to Him and our trust of Him. When you are serious about serving the Lord, He will pinpoint those things in your life that are threatening to take that place of worship that should be reserved for God alone. God is jealous for our affections, He will not take second place in our lives."

And then she continues with her story, how God asked her to lay down her Issac, or just simply said Let go.

After I ve read it I was amazed by it and asking my self does she knows me? Have we met?

No of course not, but I am not the only one who needs to "Lay down their Issac". I think everybody needs to do it.

And God is giving us a perfect example of one "Lay down your Issac" guy or Let go guy, yes Abraham!!!

In Genesis 22 you can read about all of it. I just really love Lauras observations about this passage and how it applies to our lives. So here are some of the things she said about it:

" God didnt explain why at the time , and interestingly, Abraham didnt argue with God."

Not me, I always have something to say about Gods decision.

"Abraham woke up the next morning and got right to doing Gods will."

Ok, so it takes me forever to realize that I am on my own way and not Gods.

" Here is Abraham, asked to do the thing he least desire and likely most dreads, and still his heart is at peace."

I am amazed too!!! I am freeking out everytime when something little harder comes around me.

Yes that is me, but today something amazing happend. I realized that it is my old self, who just answered like that. I have a new identity in Christ, and I need to start Letting God work in me and react throu me and everything, whatever He thinks is good idea to do with me. Yes I know you may ask, you didnt know that?? yes I did, but I gues just in my head and didnt know how to get it into my heart. So finaly today after almost seven years of beeing a Christian I know how does it feel when I truly "Lay down my Issac" or let go. It feels great!!! It realy does!!! I feel freedom, I feel like I can move on and let God fill me with His blessings that were hold back from me, because of my Issac!! I feel happy after long time, happy to be in Gods hands.

When I say I am christian

I got this poem from my friend long time ago, but I still love it and wanna share it.

When I say I am a christian ....

When I say I am a christian
I am not shouting I am saved
I am whispering I get lost
that is why I chose this way.
" " " " "
I do not speak of this with pride
I am confessing that I Stummble and
need someone to be my guide
" " " " "
I am not trying to be stong
I am confessing that I am weak
and pray for the strength to carry on.
" " "
I am not bragging of success
I am admitting I have failed and
can't ever pay the debt
" " " " "
I am not Claiming to be Perfect.
My Flaws are to visable
but God blieves I am worth it.
" " " " " "

I still fill the sting of pain
I have my share of heartaches
which is why I seek His name

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I do not wish to judge
I have no authority
I Only know I am loved.

Here I am

Hey, I am just trying right now what can I do with this blog thing. Me and technical things just do not go together.So give me some time. more to come latter. And I just realized that I love Tulips, so here is cute picture of them. Marty took great picture, thanks Marty.